the pilot

When i have a problem, sometimes i visualized myself in a chopper. Ako ang piloto. (hmm I thought pilot is for airplane) basta someone who operates that chopper. yeah, that's me! Then i was along the Bermuda triangle area until i got closer and closer and closer... till whatever-that-thing-is about to swallow me whole. I was in a very very very dark place. Lost. I don't know what to do. Will i just say, "okayyyy just suck me whatever you are"? But i snapped! i turned around and believed i will find "sunshine". I got hurt. I got bruise. But, I finally did... even it's hard! I still have the scars kelloid pa naman *LOL (maybe i need some laser). So, i got away with it right? My grand finale would be... of corz, I was so happy and did my exhibition coz i was saved. Paikot ikot ko ang chopper. I had God's favour. And when i landed, i got out and i shouted "DARNNNAAAAAAAAAA".... maybe not! i praised God of corz and i said my name out loud! ( ano ba, Darna is famous already... this is my turn noh?!)


Our problems may be a way to know God more and become closer to Him. It always does to me! I always believe and i hang on to His promises even it hurts so bad... i didn't let go. I don't want to let go.