an email to Kwan

(i sent Kwan an email... this is it!)

hi Kwan,
i'm not sure if you blocked my user or what. but i just want to thank you for that night you spent chatting with me. it helped me a lot... i finally accepted the answers to my questions even the answer "i dont know" was not really the answer but it answered my questions somehow. SALAMAT!

i want to tell you again, I'm sorry for all the things i did wrong when we were still together and after we broke up. I'm really sorry! I'm sorry for hurting you too and all those pathetic txt messages i sent. SORRY!

if someday we will meet again... hope i can give you a smile and also i can still give her a smile. Thank you for the memories we shared especially the night time prayers... From my heart, i want to say good luck to you & Kwen! Merry Christmas to you and your family!

N.