Saturday, July 12, 2008

just a quote to share

"Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light." - Albus Dumbledore

Monday, July 7, 2008

goodbye virus/es!

for more than 4years my laptop and i been together... i finally said goodbye! no more panghihiyang! i think this is a sign for me... to MOVE FORWARD and NO MORE LOOKING BACK!!! my computer crashed 2weeks ago... it turned to bluescreen and it automatically turned on and off even i didn't touch anything. It was like my computer got an end stage alzheimer's! i tried to fix it but i think it needs to be reformat.


Life is sometimes like a computer. It got crashed by virus/viruses. You just turned to bluescreen without warning... or probably there was a warning but you didn't really pay attention because you were too happy to blog, watch youtube videos, playing game cube word and enjoying chatting with friends... or whatever online activities. Yes, it gave you warnings and if you were enjoying that moment you just ignored those warnings. Then, you stared at the monitor and thought, "now, what??!".


At first my reaction was, "my goodness, will i ever recover my files?" For more than 4years we had lotsa memories together- for being there when i was still in college, that computer witnessed my struggle and accomplishment in life. When me & my college friend Korto were so poor that we didn't want to eat lunch coz we were saving our money and when i did my self- review for my board exam `coz i can't afford to pay for Kaplan. It was the computer i used when we checked the result of my boards and my parents were crying and my mom kept saying, "Thank you, Lord!" It was the one i used to communicate with my family and my friends and lessened the feeling of being homesick... kahit malayo sila malapit pa rin! It has been with me when i was so "inlove" *winks... & when i got my heartbroken. It was the one i used when i checked Kwan & I bill online... It was the one I used when G first emailed me in friendster. It was one of my witnesses when i was so disappointed with my lovelife ahahahhaa... It was a big help during those times of sleepless nights... really a big help!!!

So, i said goodbye! i'll remember the good times... the good files! I have to leave the bad files behind... no more looking back! erase the virus/es! Reformat my life... brand new life... a fresh start!


guys.... i'm back!!!


but i want my erotic poems... ahahhahaha!!! forealz, i want my future husband to read it y'know!